When I look back I get into two minds, one questions did I become something in life and other tells me that I have survived last 15 years with every day fighting to survive. Its mixed feeling, came out of retirement as I couldn't just sit and relax and take life as it comes, Rightly said Ships are not built to stay in harbour but they are built to fight sea waves.
Every day its fight of survival, I keep telling I haven't seen salary credited sms for last 15 years, I hope its worth achievement, every day starts with ambiguity, suddenly things change within seconds and suddenly things go worst in seconds.
That's the life of fighting to survive, yes agree that every working professional does fight every day, but fighting with only hope that tomorrow things will happen is very difficult.
Suddenly you get client and transfers funds but sometimes need to keep following up for payments, sometimes I feel that I am nothing but mere professional beggar but sometimes I feel I have lived life to fully extent with all the curiosities and ambiguities life brings every second.
Hope and believing yourself plays a vital role in life of entrepreneurs there were times when I was good for nothing but the will to change and overcome the tide is what makes life, all philosophers and writers can write amazing stories but the one who faces it knows how one goes through it with full turbulence hitting you from every where but you keep searching for land with hope things will go well.
Sometimes I feel I have taken enough beating and just become a rock which has smoothened due to water hitting it continuously but still withstanding the beating and staying in same place takes lot of guts, courage, believe in yourself and hope.
Anyways have come back to normalcy ready to face topsy turvy curves again.
