What i Want From Life

Its been 41 years since i landed on the planet, wanting to go higher and higher, today standing after having had meteoric rise i feel my wishes have gone way ahead of me and making me run more faster and higher. The saying i have always believed is GREED IS GOOD. Its weak who talk about happiness and satisfying life no ambitions, happy with whatever they have finding happiness within self. Telling be happy with what you have, always look at people who are having less than you.

I want to run faster, feel happy when people say i have achieved and they follow me the way i think, the way i look and the way i plan. But inside i always keep saying i need to go miles and miles before i sleep. Its been Five years of bonus life, well have achieved things, everyday morning when i look into mirror i feel happy that i can face myself and look how my appearance is changing from normal person who is happy, when i see my staff i think what they think about me well i got to know what they think is what i also use to think 10 years back when i use to look at other CEO's or Businessmen or Top Honchos.

Well time has come, its been long innings of learning, understanding and getting the thought process ability to take risk, finding how to play game breaking rules as every one can play game with rules, being optimistic ability to handle pressure, ability to present myself and ability to have my own aura or persona which makes other people follow. I want to go one more step ahead. Today i feel i need these things in life.

Want to be with rich and famous, doing business, having better clothes ( There use to be time when my dad use to take me to buy clothes, there use to be a brand called SAINT MARK which was expensive in 1983 i use to look at price tag and see my dad and i use to feel he cant afford to buy me that i use to tell him this shirt color is not good lets see other) Today its different world, wearing branded shirts, building personality, i believe its all about your state of mind if you feel you can sail through the wind you will definitely.

I want to go forward wearing those three piece suits, having shirts with Cufflings with my initials in gold. wearing costly suits, having own plane, meeting people who are powerful, rich and famous. Have realized one thing in life to be rich either you need to be born rich or be with rich.

I want to have best of food which will keep me healthy, glowing. There was time when i couldn't afford BATA shoes today i have graduated to Florsheim Emperor brand which is 10k its nice it gives you confidence and people look at all these and give you the ratings

I want to play in money, i want to be person beyond virtues, i want things which not many can't afford, though earning 2.5lakhs a month i still feel there are many people in world who get that, i know there are plenty who don't but they are not the group i want to stand above, i want to build business, i want to write destiny of other's business, i want every single second of my life to bring me challenges, riches and the luxury spa, " WHORE'S DON'T STAY IN COMPANY OF POOR MEN" .

My dream is not to have home or a car my dream is to live life King Size. I want to implement all the strategies and planning i learnt way up to many business i want to be called as Messiah of Making Business.

Hope things will happen i know as they say " THERE IS NO SUBSTITUTE TO HARD WORK" this is what i want from my life, travelling globe, having various delicious costly food which is going to keep you healthy, wearing designer dress partying with lovely ladies that is how my life should be. I was very happy once upon a time with little job, little salary and little thinking. Things have changed, well i know i will be alone at top of hill but i am still happy as there is nothing to lose for me, i know life is not gone come this birth so enjoy life and be running.

There are people who have goal and try to reach but there is nothing wrong in person who thinks running goal less is also good as you keep going miles and miles. Let's see how things happen

Life going on well

It was this day 5 years back i was for the first time admitted in hospital, well its been fine heart condition has improved in last 5 years things are fine and preparing for better tomorrow, well lot of things needs to be finalized in coming months, either its going to be Australia or India. Had enough of running around life taking up one after another, well its been 41 years of that so have decided to end things, had enough of fighting with life i am fighting a last battle before i put in my arms and surrender to life. Well this is how the deal is waiting for Vetasses results hoping by october month end if things go well then got new battle to fight for, if things dont go well then get settled in with life raise kids build home and give my experiences to my grand sons. Well i feel i will have to fight one more battle i am waiting for vetasses to come up with as my luck / life wants it then so be it. I want to spread wings the dream is as follows get vetasses report to be good, get job in expression of interest with australian company as advertising specialist stay in australia for 3 years get the green passport and entry to 175 countries on arrival visa that will give me or elevate me to be a globe as my village and i want to keep travelling, doing business making money, enjoying life eating various dishes from various countries, enjoying the stay, well lot of hopes and aspirations. The reason being my life wanted me to grow in stature and grow in professionally and grow big and as a good human being. Well lets see will i have prayers of my life answered?

One more lovely year of accomplishment

Its been roll-a-coaster year, had good memories of last one year, lot of achievements and personal losses, but still as they say life goes on. All preparations for becoming Global Executive are underway, new ray of hopes always come when i feel that its dead end. Lot of challenges in personal life, learning the art of parenting has made me more patience and more wiser in understanding mundane issues.

Had professionally best of my life year, increased software company revenues by 200% now i have become CEO of this company which is very close to my heart as its my baby and my all year's learning was put to use and happy to see fruits but still got long way to go hope will be alive.

Had health checkup things have improved as smoking has been reduced, heart is back to normalcy and can feel i can put up long hours of work. Coming month will start swimming and get into good shape have lost weight and best part is that C level executive look has arrived on my face.

Had good Birthday with all employees of company to which i am CEO celebrated it was first time i cut cake in 40 years of existence on planet earth, its been wonderfully bestowed with respect that i command and they love and affection they gave me and best part was got call from angel which was icing on the cake.

Getting prepared for much bigger challenges, presented way forward strategy to board of directors, aiming at much much higher numbers of 300 lakhs, i feel sometimes so carried away with the kind of strategy and envisioning i draw and best part is people follow it blind folded, it definitely gives a good kick.

Having drafted coming year very well got be a globe trotter, had enough of leaving my life for others just want to enjoy my life, be a person well respected in corporate world, draw best strategy which will help many lives.

when i was cutting cake i felt proud that yes my brain controls happiness of 30 people of this company, this feeling gives you amazing feel of being privileged one

Lot more things to come hope to be alive to achieve it

Tomorrow its a meeting with my Destiny Date

Well its been 40 years of existence on this planet, tomorrow i start my new journey as CEO of a 3000 Million company having 40 people, its also been my baby for last one year since i started the growth process, its been wonderful journey having lot of ups and down, did enjoy the roll a coaster ride. Thanks to all the women in my life who changed my life and my perspective towards life to grow. 5n Business consultants is going to have its first employee as i take up my new assignment which is good both financially and name wise. It was dream when i lost someone close to me that i had dreamt i need to be big one day, and today that has come the only difference is i don't have them to see or to be with me to what i have achieved in life, well its like there are many unsung heroes in life.

Today standing on the pinnacle of success its all alone and the person who sculpted this journey is not even with me to share the sweetness. Well that's life

Completed 1st year as CEO of 5n Business Consultants

It was one year back in the month of March 2013 after having run this company, still feeling low on confidence to jump in full time leaving cushy jobs, i hadn't decided which way to go finally got one voice which said you can do it, its been mixed bag journey had ups and down's, but one thing i have proved i can earn myself this self esteem is what i live with. Lot of things happened both in professional & personal life. Its been good journey, enjoying every bit of it.

Slowly becoming more like commander who say's never say die, having faith that there is life which is gonna take me to places in coming years if alive. Every day there is challenge, a threshold to ensure the company is always has positive cash flow.

Got good clients, making decent revenues, enjoying life, taking care of kids playing with them understanding their problems its making me more patient as person and also some where i draw strength to take decisions in life.

very soon will be entering crucial 5 year period of my life, also realized you get lot of satisfaction when you are trying hard to full fill a promise, well its second time after having fallen i have risen again finished submitting all the documents, will be filling by next week, from there its gonna be 16 weeks by which i get to know my future to take on Trade Winds which are gonna take me down under.

Things are fine going on well

Land Mark Day on 27th February for 5N Business Consultants

It was wonderful moment when i saw my company first advertising campaign go on live at www.siliconindia.com its a banner ad, so the first time we have gone public hoping it will bring the required awareness and building the company to next levels.

Well the traffic has been good since we started hoping things will change, keeping fingers crossed

Life its all about being alone

You come into this world, and move out of it all alone, no idea as why you want to have someone when you live here. Its all about we adjusting with other either for money, comfort, enjoying life and we call it love. There is no space for individuality you slog for someone who doesn't not even think of you, but enjoys life sitting on you, you work hard thinking you are doing it for love sorry its not like that you are being used by person whom you think is your love.

Your life, your individuality is all compromised, and you give the name it was in my fate, why blame fate, there is a saying Two Fast Bowlers cant play as Opening Batsman so its like one uses the other, you feel life sucks, after all the slogging what is left with you is nothing its just all about getting used.

You feel happy that you are slogging to keep the most important person happy in life, but the other person is just using you and the best part its officially done by the so called social, cultural threads which are meare but so strong enough that you spend 50yrs of your life with in it and the day you realize there is nothing left in your body for you to do so its end of so called life with having lived for others with satisfaction that this is my life and i am happy as i am sacrificing it

Well no qualms with life, as long as you are financially good every one looks to you, you feel nice when you are financial strong but you still feel lonely hoping that there is someone who loves you for what you are, some lucky get it and some left out like me feel money is best friend, it may not get you true love but it still gives you everything you want.

13yrs back i was big zero financially, today happy to see a  6 figure as savings in my company account today yes i stand tall and strong but all alone, so decided to enjoy my loneliness its much sweeter, i may be sounding bit negative but its all about your perspective as its your life so chill maadi. BE BOLD BE STRONG BE HAPPY BE ALONE

Way forward for 5n business consultants

5n business consultants has come a long journey from its start in September 2011 today its 28 month company having encompassed from proprietorship to partnership to Pvt ltd and the last stop will be Public Ltd. So this becomes the next goal by 2017 i need to make this company at least 10cr company with 40cr valuated.

Things have been falling in right place, so by 3rd year i need to make it public listed company with listing in Bombay Stock Exchange that is the dream i aspire for, by doing this i can take care of my bigger dream when i make public company i will raise 100crores to float 5n Airlines. That's what i want from my life hope i will be alive by 2017. If not airline then definitely bone yard, the first bone yard in India, will be from 5n aviations. Lot of hopes, dreams being built as i enter into the precious and most effective next 5 years of my life.